Happiness is a Warm Gun

George Sodini...he felt as if he was going to live the rest of his life alone. I read his blog and I cried. A lot of his pain and anger started from his childhood. Bullied by his older brother..he never got much encouragement from his family. It makes me sad because I can relate..in that sense.
He states that he had not gotten laid since he was 29. He offed himself at 48.
He attended self-help seminars to help him meet women and yet he was still frightened and pessimistic when it came down to talking with them.
He posted videos on youtube - one of them is of him giving a tour of his house.(A homework assignment given to him from the self-help seminar) The other video is of him confessing his loneliness/emotional distress.
In a way I get it but then again I don't. He's seemed like an attractive man, I don't see why any woman around his age wouldn't want to get to know him. Unless he had hopes for younger women...I read some of the comments people left for his video and some ask why he didn't just get a prostitute. Well, when I think about it, the man just wanted to be LOVED. When you don't feel as if you have much love from your family as a child you try and find it in others. I suppose he wasn't trying hard enough or at all.

I know some guys that have trouble with women but that's no reason to hate on EVERY woman.
I have/recently had problems with guys but I still have hope. It's black and white with a glimmer of grey area but it's still there.

This man had been brooding his "plan" for a long time. He tried to execute it in Jan but failed due to his good conscience. Well his ability to go forth with his crime finally paid off, for him, in the end.

I hope his soul rests in peace, just as he wanted.